post 4 (real post 1)

real post for real

im running out of ideas for the web site. i thought "rss blog" would be really cool. and it was. is.
but now its like. what else do i do
i checked vantablack's site for inspo but idk thats not quite the vibe im going for
its a very good site. but im not looking to write an extended bio
i also do not understand animations. looks like its done in CSS somehow? which is interesting to me

i am afraid of javascript
i have used it once(1) on my site, to inject an html header template into these blogposts, but all that code is copy/pasted. i have no idea how it works.
even read some documentation
but every word of it goes over my head
im sure its not that hard. im just so intimidated right off the bat that my brains stops trying to understand. like, "i am not qualified for this!!"
yes you are buddy. its just words on the screen. the camelCase.and(dots) structure is foreign to me, but uncomplicated. i just need to actually learn it

the trouble is, the way i usually learn things starts with saying "oh this doesnt look too hard"
but i saw javascript at 13 years old while learning HTML for the first time and noped tf out. so now ive got this childhood fear of anything more complex than markup lol
i can do shell scripting. i wrote an interactive podcast downloader with a config file for adding feeds and everything, all in fish
but nooooo javascript is too hard for little post

ah well. it is what it is.


ps. for future me. copy ""<br/>"" to ur clipboard so u can just ^V anytime u need a line break. its even easier than \n!